I've been wanting to tell y'all about this....
The seizure monster went away for Christmas!
One can wish, right?
And oh how I wish and pray that he is gone, really gone.
And yet, I am certain the monster lurks (as he always does) ready to pounce at the most unlikely of times.
Hissing with the threat of strangling my hope. My fragile hope....
yet I will NOT wait in fear.
I will not be in a prison of anxiety while the world around me bursts with joy
I will affirm that each seizure free second is a gift. A moment to be seized.
And I will give public thanks to God; for despite the fact that the seizure monster lurks, I serve One who is greater.
And even though it appears medical science and
my ceaseless efforts
can't kill this monster,
I'm going to keep fighting, because what else is a mother to do?
*** We didn't see any seizures from Christmas eve night until December 29th when they returned. It was a glorious break for those five days!
1 comment:
Incredible! You are right. All we are promised is THIS day. So glad you were thankful for those 5 days of seizure freedom.
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